In this master’s thesis, we explored the experience of motherhood among women who underwent treatment for infertility.
In the theoretical part, we provided definitions of infertility, its most common causes and treatment options. Special attention was given to the experience of infertility and its impact on satisfaction in a romantic relationship. We also focused on the topic of motherhood and, in particular, on the literature describing the experience of motherhood following infertility treatment. In the empirical part, we used a phenomenological approach to present the results regarding the experience of motherhood among women who underwent infertility treatment.
The data were obtained through semi-structured interviews with 6 participants aged 24 to 45. All participants had been undergoing infertility treatment for several years and had also been involved in medically assisted reproduction procedures. All participants successfully conceived and gave birth to a healthy child and are now mothers to one or more children aged up to 5 years. The results showed that the period of infertility was an extremely emotionally and psychologically demanding experience for the participants, marked by feelings of sadness, uncertainty, guilt, and loneliness. The treatment procedures were exhausting and stressful for the participants, and they often felt they lacked sufficient psychological support. Nevertheless, support from their partners proved to be an important source of strength. The results showed that the experience of infertility can also influence the subsequent experience of motherhood. Among the participants, this influence was primarily reflected in a profound sense of gratitude for the child, an awareness of the child’s preciousness, increased concern for the child’s health and development, a more pronounced protective attitude, and a fear of loss. They experienced motherhood as a long-awaited and precious experience, one that was not only associated with feelings of happiness and fulfillment but also with fears and feelings of guilt. Some participants also expressed a need for greater control and a tendency to feel that, because of this experience, they had to be especially good or perfect mothers.
The results of the master’s thesis can be valuable to a better understanding of the psychological aspects of motherhood following the experience of infertility. Additionally, it may help improve psychological support for women and couples during infertility treatment and in the early period of motherhood.
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