This study, conducted through interpretative phenomenological analysis, explores the lived experiences of self, sexuality, intimate relationships, and early childhood experiences among individuals who regularly engage in BDSM activities. Eleven participants shared their personal narratives in in-depth interviews, revealing BDSM as a significant aspect of their intimate lives, self-concept, and inner psychological processes. Participants describe BDSM as a form of authentic self-expression associated with feelings of freedom, connection, control, and surrender. Some identified BDSM practices as a way of coping with past traumas and symbolically recontextualizing difficult childhood experiences, while others experience their sexual orientation as a healthy preference, independent of past wounds.
The study highlights key themes such as identity exploration, emotional regulation, body awareness, boundary setting, and the importance of safety in sexuality. Within romantic relationships, BDSM enables experiences of intimacy, mutual understanding, and cooperation, with consent and clear communication serving as the foundation of a healthy dynamic. The findings uncover the diversity of experiences and offer a nuanced insight into the inner world of individuals who are often misunderstood or stigmatized by society.
This research contributes to a deeper understanding of the complexity of BDSM practices and their significance for self-understanding, interpersonal relationships, and mental health. At the same time, it acknowledges its limitations and the need for further research to expand knowledge in both therapeutic and societal contexts.
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